Surgery4Sebastion

We still need funds. Here's Sebastian.
~R

surgery4Sebastian

So Sebastian just got surgery and he's feeling pretty out of it. He's in a lot of pain and has really just been zoning out and sleeping since we picked him up. His painkillers have a sedative in them so that's why but it's still very disheartening to see. His butt is shaved. It looks like he's wearing a fuzzy sweater and boots. He also got one of the shame cones. I'll post a pic later. Anyways, IT IS NOT TOO LATE TO DONATE!!!! I haven't gotten anyone donating yet, and I don't have the money to pay for his surgery. I got an interest free loan but I have to make monthly payments and I don't have any money so if anyone wants to donate, that'd be great. Just sayin'. So as well as pay for the surgery, I also have o pay for physical therapy to get him to learn how to walk again with out two of his joints.

PLEASE DONATE!!!!! I'm having a really hard time trying to keep up with school and trying to job hunt. I'm taking all the jobs I can get, which is zero. I'm asking around everywhere I can. I really need some help. You can donate here:
https://www.justgive.org/Surgery4Sebastian
~R

Sebastian Might Die

So my cat, Sebastian, might have to be put down. When we got into California, we noticed he was limping and then the limp got bloody worse until he couldn't use his back legs entirely. We too him to the vet and he has two fractions on growth plates in both of his hip joint. Now, he has the have a surgery to get the balls in the joints and the growth plates out. If we don't, he'll forever be in pain and he'll develop severe arthritis which is why we'd put him down. The operation cost 1700 for each side. So, I'm hunting down more jobs so that I could get the money for him.

It sucks.
~R

Internetz Withdrawl

It's currently 5:12 am and I've been up all night first watching Cry's live stream, http://www.twitch.tv/cryaotic, and then going and starting to watch videos on You Tube. I haven't been able to be on the internet for the entire past two weeks because of all of my crazy makeup work that I have to do and I'm going through withdrawl. Someone pleas help me!! D:

My goal is to stay up until 7:30 because then it will have been the first time I've stayed up for 24 hours. I know, sad goal, but it's a goal.

I've been cleaning and working and doing shit for the past two weeks and I needed an escape to the internetz.

~R

My U-KISS Feelz R Damaged

So in the time that I was stuck in the snow storm and couldn't go anywhere, U-KISS came and went. Watching the MNET stuff on them isn't helping, either. It makes me want to meet them more than anything else. It'd be so awesome to meet them! They all seem like really cool people and I think we'd all have a ton of fun together!!! Also, Eli tweeted me because I was complaining about how I couldn't be there but he tweeted me back saying "well, you should still be there anyways" and now all of these people are following me and retweeting my tweets. LOL Thanks Eli.. I guess... XD

Just, y'know sitting here in lonliness and misery, folding paper cranes. I'm trying to make my own U-KISS concert by blasting a playlist on their mooziks as loud as I can, but it's just making me sadder.
~R

Dear World

I am tired of people telling me I'm not a Buddhist or I'm not a practicing Buddhist or that Buddhism isn't a religion.

Let me get a few things straight.

I am a practicing Buddhist. I meditate and I believe in the philosophies. You are a Christian if you believe in God and the teachings of the Bible. If I am a practicing Buddhist, I am a Buddhist, thank you very much. People do not know what goes on inside of my head and what I do to practice my religion in my free time. I only meditate when I am alone and people are not around. That might be why people don't think I practice. Well, I do.

I am actually very much like Benedict Cumberbatch in my beliefs.

It's like someone telling a person they just met over the internet who has a profile pic of a guy that they are not a girl. You have no idea who this person is and what they are like.

Also, Buddhism is  religion. It provides a set of beliefs for what happens after you die. That is the difference between a philosophy and a religion. Daoism tells you to be calm and one with nature. It tells you how to act throughout your life. Daoism is a philosophy. Buddhism tells you how to act in this life in preparation for the next. Buddhism is a religion. Granted, I might not use the religion side of Buddhism, I might just treat it as a philosophy and have my own beliefs for the afterlife but they are not atheist, christian, or anything else, They are mainly agnostic and Buddhist and since I believe in Buddhist philosophy, I lump them all into one group.

So please stop telling me that I do not have a religion or that I don not practice my religion. It is for me to decide and of no concern of yours.

Thank you,

~R

So Snow Storm

My flight to LA got cancelled because of all of the snow. So now I'm trapped in Indiana. In the cold. And I can't go anywhere. My flight has been moved to Thursday but we're supposed to have another storm on Wednesday so my flight might get delayed another few days. Meanwhile I'm missing tons and tons of school work.

Thanks snow. As if I wasn't worried enough about school.
~R

Sushi Making pt.2

Here are some pics of the sushi we made. We made mainly California rolls because that's really all we had and we all love California rolls. we figured "eh. why not?"

trying to get a shot w/ our first sushi roll

first one made by me

 this was the only piece of sushi from the first roll that was saved from the carnage since we ate them as we made them; I decorated the plate w/ Sriracha, cucumber, krab, and spicy mayonnaise

these were saved from the second roll, rolled by my sister

sis rolling sushi

after we roll; it's so pretty :D

I also made some bacon sushi. I'm going to try and find the pic of it. I don't know if I got one, but it was delicious. Who knew bacon was good in sushi? IDK, but it really is. I'll have to make sushi for my buddies when I get home. :) It's difficult to get the right amount of ingredients needed. You can't fill it up with too much rice; you have to make it as thin as possible, but you can't make it too thin because then you have left over seaweed and it doesn't stick very well but then you can't overload it with stuff because it won't roll. You want to get the minimum of rice and the maximum of fillings. And you have to leave some seaweed free at the top so that you can wrap it. I think where we really failed was making the rice. You wouldn't think it would be hard, but it was. It took the longest, it was painstaking and tedious and we burned them hell out of it. Seasoning seemed to go fairly well but we screwed up on the cooking part so then we did the steps wrong the rest of the time It was just a bit of a mess. Still, it was really fun.
~R

She's Mine- U-KISS

So I feel the need to share this not just because they're U-KISS and extremely amazing, but also that this is something that is new to them, not commonly seen anywhere, a style that I particularly hate, and they did it SO AMAZINGLY!!! Honestly, I fell in love with it immediately. I usually only like videos like these when they're old, the style of that era, and they were some breakthrough artist that I respect. Kind of like my love for the Bee Gees. But this is so amazing, it worked so well for them, and I don't doubt that it was probably one of the more fun videos to shoot, like when an actor gets a chance to do a ridiculous drunk/ high scene where they get to overact and do all of these fun things that you don't see anywhere else in acting. I think AJ had the most fun. XD I wish I had a car so I could go to their concert and see them do it live. D:< This is my fav song of last year.
~R

MOAR SNOW!!!!!!!

So when we all woke up this morning we had 4 1/2 inches of snow!!!!! My sisters had to leave early in the morning before all the streets/ driveways were plowed so they left VERY CAREFULLY and then Chloe, my niece, and I played in the snow. Sadly, it's still a little too wet to do anything with. When you make snow balls and throw them, they just break apart in a shower of snow. We have to wait a little longer. T-T However, when it is hard enough, I'm going to go make a snow Daalek.

This is me, my niece, and her dog Bowser.

This is my nephew, Paxton John-Russel

~R

SNOW!!!!

It's supposed to snow again tonight. The last snow we got didn't stick with us but this one is supposed to be 3-5 inches. It hasn't been snowing for a long time but everything is already covered in snow. Well, let's see how it is tomorrow!! I will post pictures of snow people. Maybe I'll make a Daalek. It'll have a fez.
~R

Making sushi w/ my sister

That's an avocado in her hand.

I'm going to post more pictures of sushi we made later. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be but it wasn't easy.
~R

Congrats guys, you've all survived another year!!!!

So today I am officially allowed to get drunk off my ass in Korea!!! Yay!!!! Korean age is confusing but basically it adds another 1-2 years onto your age. For instance, unless you were born on January 1st, it adds 2 years onto everybody right now. Once you have your b-day, it's only 1 year. But I'm now 19 Korean age!!! Whoo!!!! Actually, it might be 20, but idk. I'm saying it's 19.
~R

Happy New Year Everyone!!!

Yep, that's really all I wanted to say.
~R

The snow stopped :(
~R

Jawn Logic

So I feel like John Watson because I gave myself a shot a while ago in my leg and since then it's become sore and I've started limping because of it. Now I know what John feels like!! Or what he thinks he feels like.... And I told my friend (who I call Sherly) about it and she thought that I gave myself the shot in the arm and that I started limping... Make sense...

Sadly, though, I am not a master of John Logic. My shoulder did not start hurting.
~R

Dying my hair

So I've decided I'm going to dye my hair because it's turning all yucky and brown. I'm dirty blonde but us dirty blondes, as we grow older, our hair grow darker. For instance, my dad was a white blonde when he was born and through elementary school but then it started getting darker and darker and now it's a deep brown and it's starting to turn grey. Mine's going on that path and I've not dyed my hair before because it's blonde and I love my blonde hair and I knew I would never get that colour back but since it's all brown now, I figured "Why bloody not?!?!?" So there we go... I want to dye it a dark red like Kiseop.

I was going through google trying to find a base pic for the colour I want and it just so happened that the 24th pic was Kiseop. I was like "Oooh I like that colour. Wait is that KISEOP!?!?!?!?" Yes, yes it is. It just so happen that I want his colour.

~R

SNOW!!!!!!

So it's the second snow of the year in IN but I wasn't here for the first one so it's the FIRST SNOW OF THE YEAR!!!..... IN IN!!!!!! Anyways, it's not really enough to play in but it is mesmerizing to just sit and watch the snow fall.....

YAY SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~R

Cumbermeme

Just in the mood for some Benedict Cumberbatch memes.

~R

U-KISS US Tour

So U-KISS is having a US concert, the closest I'm going to get to them in a while because 1. I don't live in S. Korea, and 2. I'm going to be in Cali for the next few months visiting family. So, they're going to be in New York, San Francisco, and LA. Problem with that, I'm not going anywhere near San Francisco, I'm leaving Indiana a few days before the NY showing, and LA is a six hour round trip from where I am (without traffic) on a school night (yes I'm taking a few classes and a job while I'm in the US for a few months.) So the tickets are $50 for the seats far off, 75 for a few rows closer, 100 for a few more and 180 for the front row VIP tickets with a meeting, a photo, and a signature. I really want to do it but I have no way of getting there :/ I'm trying to appeal to all of my friends to take me. I really hope some one'll step up.

So I'm on a bit of a U-KISS kick. Sue me.
~R